In Lewis Carroll's Through the Looking Glass, the White Queen tells Alice that in her land, "memory works both ways." Not only can the Queen remember things from the past, but she also remembers "things that happened the week after next." Alice attempts to argue with the Queen, stating "I'm sure mine only works one way... I can't remember things before they happen." The Queen replies, "It's a poor sort of memory that only works backwards.”
There is no escaping the complex mind. As I sat down wondering how can I get rid of the thoughts that plagued me, intrigued me no matter where I went. The road trip was coming up nicely but the very things that I was trying to escape kept on haunting me. After all you can’t stop your mind from functioning and to block any thoughts seemed impossible.
It was this time my mind had started to churn out scenarios from the future in the form of dreams, vivid in colours and descriptions, the details were amazing and often I would wake up wondering if it was a dream of reality. In the fleeting seconds of dreaming I would capture details of events that were going to happen in the near future and this is when I discovered the phenomenon called PSI. Our brains could actually go forward in space and time and bring forth events that had already happened or were to happen. At first I thought it was Déjà vu, where insignificant events were being shown in great details but then the déjà vu started to occur more often and I could in my dream state actually go to the events as they occurred.
The events were insignificant still like chat conversations or daily activities, but they were occurring more often and the time space gap was reducing. I was seeing events that would happen as close to the next day which surprised me. I was actually able to see the future as it was going to happen the next day. This was a perplexing phenomenon and while no answers were on the internet, my mind was creating havoc with my psyche. The events now were merging together to form alternate reality that was different to the real world and dream world. I would not know now what was real and what wasn’t.
It was during this time I started to talk to my guiding angels, Angels that I had made peace with not long ago and perhaps not being able to talk to any one in particular they were the only ones whom I would speak to. Ten years ago when I was living in Agra all alone a similar phenomenon had occurred when I would speak to God. This time it wasn’t loud conversations but seeking guidance for salvation from the agony I was going through both in personnel and professional life.
The hazy events as seen in dreams would often manifest right before my eyes leaving me wondering if I was to believe in them or not. For that matter how do I make out what was real and what was just a figment of my imagination. The answer lies in belief. The dreams that you have are all real and will come true if you believe in them. They are just a symbolism of events that are about to occur and if you work on them and are able to bring forward some essential elements from the future in to your past, you just may collide to worlds, creating different reality in your life.
It does seem impossible but over the months and after lot of trial and errors I have finally been able to control my dream world and remember things that are a part of the alternate reality. As said before when the parallel universe you live in collides with the real world. It becomes one. The world you were living in becomes the world you dreamt off. However it does take a lot of patience and belief which over the years, living alone and believing in a dream can only fulfil. It’s not impossible. Nothing in this world is actually impossible and when you truly believe, it will happen but for sure you first have to believe in it and then let the guiding angels talk to you, how where and when it will come true through dreams. However it is important that you believe in them and act knowing well that the only way out is the way in. Once you have acted upon, there is no way you can go back and the only way is to move forward because when alternate reality merges with the real world, there is not much you can do to change it .
Coming back to the cause and effect phenomenon or the PSI phenomenon, it is often said we all are mere mortals guided by our destinies and yet we seem to ignore the signals that our brains send to us in the form of future events or dreams knowing or dismissing it as just a dream. When you actually are able to listen to the signals, and act upon it. To sum it up we do know what is a lost cause and yet we fight to achieve it or we know that in the future certain events are about to happen yet we ignore then until it’s too late.
I do understand it does not make sense but then it is my mind that for now is making me go forward and make me understand that I may be knowing what’s going to happen in my immediate future as close as tomorrow but then those are just minor events, no life altering events until I am able to figure out a way to control my dreams to tell me what I really need to know.
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